Ketika Kau Bertanya

Ketika Kau Bertanya

Ketika kau bertanya
Tentang angin
Mengapa tanyamu

Ketika kau bertanya
Pula tentang angin
Mengapa tanyamu

Dan lagi kau bertanya
Selalu tentang angin
Mengapa tanyamu

Dan lagi kau bertanya
Setia tentang angin
Mengapa tanyamu

Aku tahu..
Ketika kau bertanya
Bukan kata-kata yang kupunya
Bukan bahasa yang kurasa

Aku tahu..
Ketika kau bertanya
Hanya karena ada..
Hanya karena ada..
Angin dia ada..

 20 okt 2013 11:59AM

Untuk Puisi

Untuk Puisi

Maafkan aku
Setiap kali aku merasa sendiri
Aku menepuk-nepuk bahumu
Yang bidang dan dingin

Aku menarik-narik lengan kanan kirimu
Yang gerah tak ingin perduli
Setiap kali aku merasa sendiri
Maafkan aku

Aku hanya ingin berjumpa
Barang satu dua bait

Aku tak peduli lagi
Dengan rima dan irama
Aku sungguh tak mencari
Dengan kata yang merangkai kalimat

Yang kini menjadi asing
Jauh tepat di depan mata ini

Aku hanya ingin berjumpa
Barang satu dua bait

Setiap kali aku merasa sendiri
Maafkan aku
Untuk puisi..
Aku merindukanmu..

 20 okt 2013  11:47AM

Sayangku Maafkan Aku

Sayangku maafkan aku

Oh sayangku Maafkan aku
Aku masih belum bisa
Belum bisa menjadi
Menjadi angin
Angin yang kau ingin
Kau ingin bukan yang dingin

Oh sayangku Maafkan aku
Aku masih belum mampu
Belum mampu menjadi
Menjadi rindu
Rindu yang kau tunggu
Kau tunggu bukan yang pilu

Oh sayangku Maafkan aku
Aku masih belum juga
Belum juga menjadi
Menjadi cinta
Cinta yang kau bangga
Kau bangga bukan yang luka

Sayangku
Dengarkan hatiku
Berkali kumencoba
Menjadi yang kau suka

Tapi maafkan aku
Sungguh bukan maksudku
Menjauh dan membisu

Sayangku
Dengarkan hatiku
Mimpiku hanya satu
Cintaku hanya kamu

Tapi maafkan aku
Sungguh bukan inginku
Menjauh dan membisu

Sayangku
Aku tetap ada
Tetap ada mencinta
Aku tetap setia
Tetap setia mencoba
Mencoba menjadi
Menjadi yang kau puja

25 Sept 2013  1:15AM

Padamu Pawanaku 8 Mei 2013

<<Padamu pawanaku >>


Kepadamu pawanaku
Mimpi-mimpi dari rinduku
Kau ada di setiap aku merasa

Kepadamu pawanaku
Denyut detak dr jantungku
Kau setia di setiap aku terjaga

Telah kuberikan kepadamu
Hatiku...kisahku...slalu..
Telah kuberikan kepadamu
Hatiku..cintaku..slalu..
Akan kuberikan kepadamu
Detikku..nafasku..slalu..

Hanya kepadamu
Kuberikan untukmu..
Lelah darah jiwa raga
Kita bersama

Hanya kepadamu
Kuberikan untukmu
Hingga akhir dari akhir
Kita bersama
Kita bersama

Pawanaku..
Tersenyumlah..
Genggam erat tangan ini
Kita bersama..
Hingga akhir dari akhir
Kita bersama

8 mei 2013

Clown's Demise

Clown's Demise

Tonight I came home, looked on my cell-phone
There was a note from, girl I had crush on
It’s been two years long, I haven’t moved on
She’s who I can’t won, just can’t be my own

I made them happy, the people love me
I can make every of them laugh at me
But that’s not for me, for I’m not happy
This heart I carry, can’t make her love me

For I’m a clown my insides are unseen
Is it truth or lies in lines between?
But this is me and who I would have been
Need to be loved for who I am

All my life I’ve been, been entertainin
I’ve played on the scenes of sacrifices
Look on these acting, heroes died yearnin
Songs I’ve been singing, are they for nothin?

All the brave men goes to jail
All the jokers died fast
And the genius ends up all alone
Is this the end…?
The Joker’s heart was meant to be broken
So he could pull out the new lies
I have to stop me from being myself
Clown’s at the end….


—music & lyrics by Bent

HEART LOVE TOUCHING STORY

HEART LOVE TOUCHING STORY 

Boy: Hi baby!!
How are you?
I'm so happy today!!

Girl: Wait,
I'll text you later,
I'm still busy with my thesis.

Boy: Can you do it later?
Letter talk first..
I miss you so much baby.

Girl: I have to finish this on time,
you know that.

Boy: Please baby, just this once?

You can finish that tomorrow.

Girl: What????
Can't you understand this is my project!?
Can't you give me time for myself??

COULD YOU PLEASE?
I ALSO HAVE MY OWN LIFE..
LET ME LIVE FOR MYSELFFOR ONCE!
STOP TEXTING ME!

Boy: Sorry baby.
I love you very very
much.
I'll just text you later.

Boy: Hi baby,
I can't stay long not texting you.
I really wanted to talk to you..
I want us to be happy again.

Boy: Hi baby, still you are not responding to my texts.
How's your thesis?

Boy: Baby... Please response,
I'm worried already..

Boy: Baby it's already 10pm..

It's been 2 hours but you are still not replying to my text.

I miss you already...
i love you so much!

Boy: Uhm baby.. I love you so much..

I'm just here for you always..
The time is near that we'll always be together..

Girl: Didn't I tell you I'll text you after I'm done with my thesis?!
Can't you understand that?!?!
Why is it so hard for you to get that I'm
BUSY??

It's like there's no tomorrow..
you are overreacting..

WILL YOU JUST SLEEP??

Boy: Sorry baby..
Ok. Goodnight baby..
I love you..
Take care of yourself
always..
I'll always here to guide you..
I'm just here..
I'll never leave you.

......the NEXT DAY....

Girl: Baby, wake up..
Sorry about what I've said last night..

i was just really busy..
eat your breakfast baby,
I'll be going to school now..

Girl: Wake up baby,
you still have classes to attend..
text me when you're
awake.

Girl: Hey, why until now you're not texting?
It's already our lunch break..
why didn't you attend your classes?
Don't you have phone credits?
Please text me..

Boy: He left us already..
my son left me already..

your boyfriend left you..

he already left those who are dear to him..
Did he tells you he's sick?

This was the 3rd year his doctor gave him...

we thought it wasn't true..

Because no one can predict how long a person can live in this world..

but to our surprised, his heart didn't make it too..

We tried towake him up this morning but he never responded...

There was a message for you in his phone but he wasn't able to send it..

"Take care of yourself always,
I'm happy where I am going..please,

don't cry..
I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my condition..

i don't want to bother you because I know how busy you are with your thesis..

i don't wanna add up to your worries..

I'm not sure if I'm lucky enough to still
have a chance to wake up tomorrow but I'm always praying that He'll give me a chance to see you and be with you everyday of my life..

I love you so much...

i regret that we didn't have a chance to talk longer today..

but I understand you..
you might fail on your thesis if you won't be able to finish it..

I'm really really sorry...
and I love you very very much..
Please,
promise me you'll be strong..
I'm by your side now..
I'll always be here..